I'm now willing to admit that there was a time in my life that I did not believe in God's blessings for me. So much was being stripped away and I was becoming less and less. I didn't see Him doing anything except struggle.…
For what seemed like several weeks in a row after Eli passed away, our church kept singing a song with some lyrics like, "For Your goodness Lord. For the things You do. For Your mercies and all of the ways you have been gracious to…
I posted this on our traveling the US blog, but I also wanted to share it here, because it's what this blog is all about. Seeing God's glory in the midst of grief and healing. Before we even started packing for this trip and…
Eli's birthday was in April. Hard to believe that it had been five years since our little boy went to be with Jesus. It's surreal to think about, because now I'm viewing an abstract painting from a bit of a distance-it's still confusing and…
As this sweet Boston boy is asleep on my chest at this very moment, I wonder why I feared those last few weeks of pregnancy. Feared that something may happen to our sweet boy between then and delivery. Feared the unknown. I was silent…
With this baby coming is T -15 days, I've been thinking a lot. I have yet to wash any clothes, assemble the crib, put things in it's place and that's mostly because I'm just not ready. Next week. I tell myself. It's not fear,…
Ten Most Amazing Things: 1. We found out that I was pregnant with Josiah while we were visiting the Grand Canyon. The Grand Canyon wasn't quite so grand after that. We walked around in a crazy excited state. We need to go back to…